Wish I didn't make people upset but I didn't know what else to do,I wish I could of handled the situation better but it not only hurt myself but others around me that were happy for me.Maybe I can still fix it I don't know but for now I just want things to cool off and settle.I want to be happy with someone but at the same time being alone I was happy still,I think so.I'm just upset case of the way things turned out and how fast they did,but when someone ignores my opinions and doesn't say a word about what your talking about it would piss you off after awhile.I felt used in a way too and how far I went out to do something like this,and in the end felling like some toy.Well ballet class is starting soon,one more year of school,and then off to culinary school.